People have a natural tendency to be lenient with themselves while holding others to higher standards. Our daf today teaches us to practice doing the opposite. How? In a section dealing with slaughter it uses the very real possibility of an animal being considered treifa, and therefore unable to be consumed after kosher slaughter (a big financial loss), it teaches us to notice our own treifa.
I love the image of seeing our own treifa both literally and as a larger metaphor. Admitted when your animal is not kosher, even though it will cost you. And, admit your own shortcomings, mistakes, and take the hit.
What kind of person does this? Only the finest of people.
The Gemara cites an aphorism: Rav Ḥisda says: Who is a Torah scholar? This is one who sees his own tereifa. In other words, when the status of his own animal is uncertain, he deems it prohibited without concern for his own monetary loss. And Rav Ḥisda says: Who is referred to by the verse: “He that hates gifts shall live” (Proverbs 15:27)? This is one who sees his own tereifa. He is careful to avoid deriving benefit from that which is not his own, and even from items that are his concerning which it is questionable whether or not they are permitted.
But you’re not just a Torah scholar, not just blessed in the afterlife!
Mar Zutra taught in the name of Rav Ḥisda: Anyone who reads the Torah and studies the Mishna, and sees his own tereifa, and has served Torah scholars to learn the ways of halakhic judgment, about him the verse states: “When you eat the labor of your hands, happy shall you be, and it shall be well with you” (Psalms 128:2). Rav Zevid says: Such a person merits inheriting two worlds, this world and the World-to-Come. When the verse states: “Happy shall you be,” it means in this world, and when it states: “And it shall be well with you,” it is referring to the World-to-Come.
When we can see our own treifa and not rig things to our own benefit, then we will have blessings in this life and the world to come.
